“A
LOVEBIRD IN THE GOLDEN CAGE”
Her heart was full of love. She loved
the whole world around her. She loved the clouds floating here and there; The
twinkling stars and the shining moon in the blue sky showering moonlight and
making every nook and corner of the beautiful scenary visible.She loved the blue
mountains dreaming under a veil of nice
and transparent mist; the evergreen
hills with tall trees as if their
tops are touching the sky. Thousands of birds of different species drinking
water from the river eating fruits and
nesting in the bushes fluttering here
and there have became her friends and she enjoyed watching
them and listening to their melodious
humming chirping and cooing. She has no one else to share her love and
affection.al
She was born with a silver spoon in
her mouth,in a palatial bunglow with full of servants to see to everything…an
ayah to lookafter her and a homenurse to look after mummy.Her mummy was bedridden….pale….and
sick…only skin and born….longing for a word of love and care from daddy.She
knows mummy’s heart was full of love for her but she
couldnot express it or do anything for her.When she put
her head on her lap …she patted on her back with her thin and
trembling hands……then she had
noticed..her eyes glittering with love.
Daddy..whenever he goes abroad for
his busines and confrences he never forgets to buy valuable gifts for her.His
atendant used to inform her that daddy is waiting to see her.When she goes to
his room he has phone calls one after
another and he wouldnot have much
time to spent with her .He gives her the gifts he had bought…a pat on her back
…
and ask “how are you my baby ?..”a
smile and a kiss on her forehead….Finished.Even then she could feel the love
and
affection in his low and husky
voice…..smile ….and patting on the back.Then she had wished if she was the
daughter of
the butler Raman.
On the first of every month his
daughter arrived with her mummy…….like a frightened kitten…..holding the tail
end of
her mummy’s saree….leaning against
her….along the driveway.As soon as she sees her father she leaves mummy’s grip
and run to him and cling to his
shoulder.Then the father would hold her in his arms
and presented her with my unfit dresses and
discarded toys.They used to come in
the morning and leave only in the evening.After the lunch when he gets alittle
leisure time they the mother ;father,and
daughter get together in the verandha…While they have the discussion about
their income…expenditure…and the studies of the girl;….he combed her hair……pleated
it neatly….and scold her mummy
telling that “some how I bring her
nice dresses ….ribbons….clips…and everything…but you don’t care to dress her up
nicely and keep her hair combed and clipped.Seeing this small family shareing
their ….their…happiness…and sorrows….she feels that this
bunglow……cars and all luxuries are
nothing…..she did’nt…want this…she wants to be like them ...the oneness….that
is above all.
One day when she came back from
school she saw her mum lying under a
lamp …..closed her eyes and covered with a shroud.Mummy the only one who gave
her love and affection passed away.She felt lonely…….nothing to think of…nobody
to care for……vacum every where. Then she
was shifted to a boarding.She was a parlour boarder…a..suite
and an ayah to look after her.There
also she was cut off from other students.She started loving loneliness.Once a
week
she used to get a phone call from
daddy….from England….U.S…or any other part of of the world.Slowly the interval between the calls increased.For holidays she goes from the solitude of the
school to the solitude of the
home.During
her stay at home she may or maynot be
able to see daddy for a few minutes..She
always kept herself behind the closed
doors of her room with her books.One
day she heard a knocking at her door.When she opened the door ; saw daddy.
He came inside and sat in the cot and made her sit by his side.Holding ..her hand …..looking into her eyes……very
pathetically…..in a husky voice asked her “Why darling….why are you keeping
yourself aloof……behind the closed doors
…….see my child…..Iam running…
around… day and night ; to give
you…everything…all ..happiness…and …comfort.
You are my only one … whom I have to care for.She sobbed
bitterly…and replied “I don’t want any of these things
…..any of these comforts… that
money can give…I want only….your love and..care…..amidst this buisy
life…..I..think
you forget that ..My mumy were also… longing for a word … of
love.. and care….nothing…else.His..words failed..He
kept quite for a while……and
started..slowly..”All my love and care….is for you…you only..He held her close
to his chest……kissed at her forehead…and went out.
After that she started receiving
letters from him in between the phone calls….few lines….like business
letters.Anyway
she read it again and
again…carefully….and gathered the glittering…pearls of love hidden in between
the lines….and kept in her heart…as…a..treasure
.Slowly he put an
end to his business…and bouught an
estate and a very big bunglow in a slope
of a hill….a…very beautiful place and started a retired life.She liked the
place verymuch…
One day Thomas uncle…he is the one
who is managing the estate and looking after daddy’s personal matters came to
the hostel to take her home.He said “daddy is no well…he asked me to bring you home….that he ..wants to
see you”.
“Uncle….Ihave classes tomorrow..and day after tomorrow….” “Any way he wants to see you..after seeing
him..
we shall be back..by tomorrow.” when she saw him ….he was in the post
opperative room…with oxygen tube…
and tubes all over his body.She
became numb…….without any feelings….After that she started loving him.She
did’nt
go to back to the college.
One night when they were having
dinner he started slowly….” Now you have compleeted …. twentyfive.. years of age
and your… mummy… passed ..away some..
ten years back..you know.Now..I feel..Imust
..entrust you..in..the hands ..
of
..a..capable man to ..lookafter …you..and..this estate…and
everything.Onlythen…Iwill have ..peace of mind.”
The next day a handsome boy with his
father and uncle came home to see her.He had the immage of the man she kept in
mind.Dad asked her to take him upstairs to talk freely.They went upstairs in
her room.Happily she drew the curtains aside and showed him the blue
mountains…..the green hills….the bushy shrubs…wild creepers..falling downfrom the
tall…treetops.He looked around casually and asked “Where is the… boundry.. of the estate…? “She kept
quite...He asked again….” Do you… know the ..total area… of the estate…?.She
replied ..”Daddy with the help of.. Thomas uncle..is ..looking after the estate…and..everything…About
these..things you b…etter ask daddy..He will give you the correct..
answer..I am interested…only in
the beauty..of this dreaming blue
mountains…and the…melodious… humming of
the birds and the…gigling sound of
the stream.. running down..the hills…”He passed a sarcastic smile…and went
downstairs.
Her daddy came upstairs…..held…both
her hands in his…..and looking…deep..into her eyes ..and asked….”How do
you feel….my..child…do you like this
boy..?”
She felt her heart heavy…and painfuly
realised that he is
interested..only in her wealth ..and
nothing else…she looked
into his eyes….he looks weary and
tired and noticed the perpectual love and affection for her.She
could’nt say”no”and
dissapint him.She said “yes …Ilike him”..He
kissed her at the forehead and said
“thank ….god”
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